This Is A Story Of A Girl Who Cried A River And Drowned The Whole World!

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Prayer for the day

Dear Heavenly Father, I thank You for giving us Your wisdom. Lord, may I never blame You when the enemy is attacking me with something evil. Lord, please deliver me from any trace of murmuring and complaining when I am faced with trials in this life. May I instead put on the armor of God and use my faith to put the enemy to flight. May I always trust You to bring me the victory over everything the enemy tries to defeat me with. I declare that he is a defeated foe and that no weapon formed against me shall prosper, and every tongue that rises up against me in judgment, You shall prove to be wrong. I thank You for the victory in Jesus name! Amen


I just love having some time off from Campus. Who doesn't?
A working adult do need some time off as well after working 5 to 6 days per week. What more 7 days per week? Which makes no difference after all. 

This weekend I was so happy to be back home! Get to see my family and dogs! Brought Hammie home as well, but now I felt lonely because I didn't bring him back to KL. Miss my doggies too. What I do loved the most was the time spent with my family! Movie marathon & outings! Not forgetting my lovely brothers and sisters in Christ as well! 

*home - where you don't have to pay*

As a student, you may think life is easy going. Don't get me wrong, it is not that I regret taking up these jobs and positions in Campus. I do love what I'm doing and glad that I'm learning and growing in my spiritual walk. *reminded me of Paul* But do I have time for myself? My quiet time to journal *which I'm supposed to be doing* reflect and pray? 

You may ask and say that I'm not the only one, yes I do agree and some imply that they are busy as well *but they are actually not that busy, time spent on shopping* So it all boils down to good time management! There is so much to do! I have got lots of things in my mind, things to be done but yet to be.
So these are the things that I need to keep me sane. A me time! Family time! 
What are the things you need?

Tuesday, November 22, 2011


Tail bone - ankle - fever - diarrhea - vomiting - now tooth ache!

I don't like what's happening *I bet no one likes it too*
and I found out instead of 33 subjects, they increased to 36 subjects instead!
HELP isn't really helping but in a way squeezing money out of student's parents!

Which means 12 subjects to be done in a semester? *faints*
Shall put this aside and look at the bright side *smiles*


This verse spoke to me in a way:
"Where could i go that i could
Hide myself from You
Where could i run that You won't
Be there waiting for me"
by Planetshakers - Run into Your arms

No matter what, You'll always be be there for me, even in my darkest moment where I run and hide from the world or You, still You'll find me.. You will never let me go.. 

Assignment Blog

Monday, November 21, 2011

Long Distance Relationship

Once again,
I truly admire people with creative brain juice! Watch this!

Sunday, November 20, 2011


Finally done editing!!
Check it out and give me some feedback aite *smiles*

Saturday, November 19, 2011


Animals do have feelings like humans do,
they need shelter, food, love, care and all the things that humans need,
when I looked into their innocent eyes,
how I do wish they could somehow communicate with us,
the pain, happy, sad moments then could be shared together with..

When my hands brushed through their furs,
I can just feel their joy in having us there to visit and to play with,
little puppies without their parents yearning for love,
but are left alone to feed themselves..

WHY do all this things happen?
Well, I'm not surprised to say that it is normal after thinking and concluding that humans themselves do abandon their children in homes, abuse, kill, murder their own child.. What more animals? If humans don't really have the heart for their own kind, what more animals? Enough said..

Animals are created by God to be taken care of..
Lord, what are you trying to tell me through today's activity?
I do know, and really going to take care of my pets well from this day onwards..

Friday, November 18, 2011

CF Hoppin

Went to visit IMU CF today, at the same time Daniel and I made a card last minute for June's early birthday present at the park near IMU. It was fun and hilarious at the same time! Cause we're running out of time and the dark clouds are coming!

June was so blur and didn't realize us in her CF! *laughs*
They had a really good topic today regarding Church Doctrines.. 

Finally get to catch up with Daniel & June!
Didn't really get to talk much with Grace and share our hello panda moments together..

Tomorrow we will be visiting SPCA for our LLS project. It will be my very first time visiting SPCA. I don't know why most of the time I do get group mates that needs to be pushed and ordered to do things..

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Early Christmas?

Yes! We had it today!
Thank God that everything went smoothly except it started late and ended late.
Other than that, it was Good!

Shooting went well today,
- SPCA on Saturday for group project
- LLS report
- have to make some slight changes for my Graphic Design and
- resubmit my dvd,
- edit the 30seconds advertisement,
- story board
- prepare for Tuesday presentation (suppose to present on Thursday but I wanted to present early)
- get Visa done!
- prepare prayer walk for CF Friday

Shall settle them one by one and after that more assignments to be settled!
God, grant me the strength, ideas, creativity and commitment of group members Lord!!

10 minutes Film!!
Visual Diary!!
Etc etc..

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Flash Mob!

Stroked off the list! *happy*

Danced to the song Moves like Jagger by Maroon 5 for Child Abuse Awareness..
Then we had a talk by PS (please save) The Children on the awareness..
It is really an eye opener for me..

Then straight to discuss on my group advertisement public service announcement..
*I don't get why I must always be the one initiating everything*
However, shooting some scenes tomorrow..

Next, final meeting regarding Christmas Event tomorrow! *YEAH*

In conclusion, fruitful day with my "CG" before flash mob and the rest of everything!
Physically and mentally drained now but THANK GOD that everything went smoothly!

Watch the flash mob here!


You may ask:
Why am I different from others?

He will reply:
Why do you have to be like others?

"I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well." Psalm 139:14

Tuesday, November 15, 2011


I finished my 3 Design! *OH HAPPY DAY*
Take a look at it and let me know if its okay or no eyes see..

Really Thank God for the strength!
- despite the fever that comes on and off.. Really Thank God for sustaining me!

Monday, November 14, 2011

Touch The Sky

I used to carry this big old world,
On my shoulders and back..

I pulled the burden from off my back
And tossed it into the wind
And stretched my arms toward the sky
And let my life begin

And like a tree, I have measured up
Best when I've been cut down
And like a tree, I can touch the sky
With my feet on the ground

He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me.. 

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Better than I

I thought I did what's right, 
I thought I had the answers, 
I thought I chose the surest road, 
But that road brought me here, 
So I put up a fight, And told you how to help me, 
Now, just when I have given up, The truth is coming clear, 
You know better than I, You know the way, 
I've let go the need to know why, For you know better than I

If this has been a test, I cannot see the reason, 

But maybe knowing I don't know, Is part of getting through, 
I try to do what's best, And faith has made it easy, 
To see the best thing I can do, Is put my trust in you, 
For you know better than I, You know the way, I've let go the need to know why, 
For you know better than I

I saw one cloud and thought it was the sky, 

I saw a bird and thought that I could follow, 
But it was you who taught that bird to fly, If I let you reach me, Will you teach me, 
For you know better than I, You know the way, 
I've let go the need to know why, I'll take what answers you supply, 
You know better than I

Thursday, November 10, 2011


Don't you wish you could just remember everything that you have thought and dream of when you are day dreaming or about to sleep. Well, I do. Wish I could remember all those ideas that came randomly and spontaneously without being forced to. But when you woke up the next day, you couldn't remember a thing.. If only there is a save button in the brain, which could help a lot in exams *wink*

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

One of "those"

When I was about to post the happy events that happened last Saturday, I fell sick instead..
What happened?

On Monday afternoon.
She woke up around 1 something feeling normal, 
posted on Caryn's wall and ended up being called a horse-pig..

Then she felt weird, 
you know the feeling when you're about to fall sick,
so she quickly drank mom's food supplement and rested..
Woke up feeling better but fever came back,
so she decided to take panadol without realizing her stomach was still empty..

Slept until 6 something,
Qien messaged that she got lost,
replied, feeling better and off they went for Steamboat! *excited* but not for long

Reached- eat and eat! went second round!
Suddenly, she felt weird and stopped and gave Qien her leftovers..
Felt so uneasy, felt like vomiting but hoping that it wouldn't happen BUT
decided to go- while walking halfway she started seeing stars *fainting in progress*

Reached the toilet,
nothing is coming out *sees more stars*
she started praying, *Thank God for the strength* didn't faint!
came out because somebody wants to use the toilet,
went to wash her hands then she thinks that IT was going to come out soon
BUT the girls toilet was occupied,
terpaksa masuk guys toilet, said sorry to a lady *i wonder why cuz she's not a guy*

Then IT all came out- all the food she just ate, wasted..
dislike the few seconds of not being able to breath too!
in the process of it, she got lots of cold sweats all over!
felt better, came out guys were waiting *too numb to feel shy*
washed hands and went back to the table..

Qien thought she had diarrhea but it was the other way round,
then PHASE 2 came, quickly went to the toilet, 
and while she was on the way she started seeing stars again..
Prayed non stop and Thank God she didn't faint in the toilet,
came out, couldn't even see the pathway clearly,
cold sweat all over, *still seeing stars*
walked slowly to the table *bad condition*

Qien asked if she's okay cuz she looked so pale,
-I felt so bad that they had to leave early because of me *why?!*
troubled Qien so much, she went to get 100plus, bread and eno and she doesn't want to accept the steamboat's money plus everything!

while I was in the car with all those cold sweats and intense pain *I felt like dying*
the long minutes which turns into hours because of the intense pain, I just felt like giving up and just die..

BUT I didn't die, that's why you're reading my crappy story,
sorry if i bore you..

I have never expected myself to trouble so many people this year!
Will list them down on the next post, this post is getting really long
BUT i must say,
the glimpse of half fainting/awake not realizing what was going on but knew what was going on and seeing Qien so worried made me think a lot that night..

Friday, November 4, 2011


Everyday there is something on my planner,
not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing *what you think?*

It is good in a way that I'm fully utilizing my time with things but do I have time for myself and Him?

But today in Cf I'm glad to reconnect with Him again,
not that I'm not but lost touch..

Love today's sharing on POW!
what the word says on the Poor, Orphans and Widows..

Gonna experience my first time in a flash mob dance group! *Yeah!*
Girl's bake out is tomorrow,
Post Camp as well..

All in all, good week with loads of assignments due..
and I'm still amazed by social workers!!
Thank God for them!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Set The World on Fire

I wanna set the world on fire
Until it's burning bright for You
It's everything that I desire
Can I be the one You use?

I, I am small but
You, You are big enough
I, I am weak but
You, You are strong enough to
Take my dreams
Come and give them wings
Lord with You
Nothing I can not do
Nothing I cannot do

I wanna feed the hungry children
And reach across the farthest land
And tell the broken there is healing
And mercy in the Father's hands

Take my dreams
Come and give them wings
Lord with You
Nothing I cannot do
Nothing I cannot do

My hands my feet
My everything
My life, my love
Lord, use me

I wanna set the world on fire
I'm gonna set the world on fire
Set the world on fire