This Is A Story Of A Girl Who Cried A River And Drowned The Whole World!

Friday, September 30, 2011


It is TODAY!
I pray that we'll be impacted by His word and may His presence touch us as well.

It's kinda sad that I couldn't play games because of my ankle.
But I will still believe that He shall heal me in no time!

Wednesday, September 28, 2011


Proverbs 31:8-9

Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves,
   for the rights of all who are destitute.
Speak up and judge fairly;
   defend the rights of the poor and needy.

This morning I am reminded that beyond my academic pursuits, and the tussle we have over our grades, we are called to make a difference in the lives of the needy around us using the gifts and the education we have been given.

I pray that the education we have been blessed with and that we so take for granted will be used by God to bring the light of Jesus into the world.

Monday, September 26, 2011

Wrong Worship?

This is Funny! *laughs*

Come to think of it, it is true..
It is like a form of formality in Church,
for example once the worship team starts playing, everyone will stand up automatically even without being told to..

So are you singing it with all your heart for Him?
Do you really mean it?

Or is it just another song?

Sunday, September 25, 2011

First Ad!

What do you think?
I took some time to take a good picture and had lots of mosquito bites during the process.

Friday, September 23, 2011

The Wait Poem

by Russell Kelfer

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate . . .
And the Master so gently said,"Wait."

"Wait? You say wait?" my indignant reply.
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
"Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.

My future and all to which I relate,
Hangs in the balance, and you tell me to Wait?"
I'm needing a 'yes,' a go-ahead sign.
Or even a 'no,' to which I'll resign.

You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
Lord, I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply.

Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate,
As my Master replied again, "Wait."
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting . . . for what?"

He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine . . .
And He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.

I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.
You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of My love for each saint.
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.

You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me,
When darkness and silence are all you can see.

You'd never experience the fullness of love,
When the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

The glow of My comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask,
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.

You'd never know should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But oh, the loss if I lost what I'm doing in you.

So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see,
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still "WAIT".

Wednesday, September 21, 2011


I've never thought the day would come,
yes I've thought of it before but I never knew it would happen when I'm away,
I was late and why didn't you wait for me before you left
and the decision,
I'm glad that I've made the right decision to come back,
even when you're gone at least I get to see you for the last time and bury you..

You've been a very loyal and faithful friend I've ever had in my life..
I miss you,
miss you so bad..

Monday, September 19, 2011

Shark Fin?

Do you eat them because of tradition?
Or just because its a symbol of status?

Do you know that they are left to die in the sea after their fins are being chopped off?

So why pay so much for nothing when you can have chicken or corn in there?


Friday, September 16, 2011


Sometimes writing is better than speaking..
Don't you think?

You don't have to feel sorry of saying things that you don't mean to others but it came out automatically from your mouth. Have you ever experience that?

Well I have..

Sometimes I wish that I could write them out on a piece of paper before speaking..
Not that I've hurt people a lot,
I might have but not realize them, things just come out unintentionally..

Like others, parents or anyone whom you look up to might say things that may hurt you unintentionally without them realizing. How hurtful will it be especially when it comes from your loved ones..

Other than that, this applies to me as well when I'm about to give a speech or debate with someone.. I realize that I will have more great ideas if I would have stop to think before speaking..

But you know.. You'll end up saying things that you don't want to say and you screw things up *laughs*

No worries, humans make mistakes.. Without them, how are we going to improve? *grins*

Wednesday, September 14, 2011


Here are some verses that keeps me going in life *smiles*

“Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go” (Joshua 1:9)

“Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always” (1 Chronicles 16:11)

“For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him” (2 Chronicles 16:9a)

“Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength” (Nehemiah 8:10).\

“The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song” (Psalm 28:7)

“The LORD gives strength to his people; the LORD blesses his people with peace” (Psalm 29:11)

“God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble” (Psalm 46:1)

“My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever” (Psalm 73:26)

“Blessed are those whose strength is in you, who have set their hearts on pilgrimage” (Psalm 84:5)

“The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation” 
(Psalm 118:14)

“My soul is weary with sorrow; strengthen me according to your word” 
(Psalm 119:28)

“but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint” 
(Isaiah 40:31)

“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand” 
(Isaiah 41:10)

“He will keep you strong to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ” (1 Corinthians 1:8)

“But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong” (2 Corinthians 12:9-10)

 “I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God” (Ephesians 3:16-19)

“I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength” (Philippians 4:13)

May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope, encourage your hearts and strengthen you in every good deed and word” (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17)

“And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast” (1 Peter 5:10)

Monday, September 12, 2011

Four Chords!

Cool! So many songs we can play with only four chords!

Nice right!

Thursday, September 8, 2011


Sometimes if you don't go through it, you will never understand how it feels like. 
True? For me it is.

I can never understand how it feels like to lose somebody you loved most. 
I don't know how is it feels like to be on the edge of losing a life. 
No shelter above my head, not enough money for school.

Of course by common sense you would roughly know how it feels like BUT you don't know what they have to go through in life.

During my teenage years, *gosh I sound old* I used to not understand how pain is pain for just a sprained ankle. How can it happen? So clumsy lar this people! Until recently, I sprained my own ankle *talk somore la*

It is not that I purposely sprained myself to feel how it feels like but it just happened in a few seconds! The next moment you are on the floor in pain and you couldn't move at all! Because the pain is really intense! 

After that day onwards, I understand how people with leg injuries felt. Not just sprains but all kinds of it that is leg related! Their sufferings, difficulties in changing, bathing, putting medicine, pain, inconvenient, you need help but you don't ask for help, and the worst part was i couldn't squat! When i reached KL back to my place, I didn't remember that the toilet is a squatting toilet until nature call! WOW! I can tell you! I think Constipation is not that bad after all *laughs* 

People walk so fast and they leave you behind, because you walk too slow..
How many will actually wait for you? 
*I don't mean everyone but some, wink*

Humans, see how ignorant they can be, sometimes it is not that they are ignorant but they take things lightly because they are NOT aware of the situations. The thought wasn't in my mind until I experience myself, what these people really need..

So the next time you see anyone with crutches, bandages, sprains, anything related to leg injuries, don't just walk away because they say it's okay after you offered your help, stay and help, walk side by side is good enough *smiles*

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Life Story

If you were a book,
what kind of book will you be?
What kind of genre will it be?
How will your storyline be?

Is there a story to tell?
Will people read your story?
Or is it just another book on shelf?

Does it change people's perception in life? Impacts them as well?

What kind of book are you?

Monday, September 5, 2011

In better hands

I have decided that every Monday will be a video day for this blog! Enjoy!

You can't love if you don't love yourself.

There is hope when my faith runs out,
Cuz I'm in better hands now,
and there's no doubt about it.