This Is A Story Of A Girl Who Cried A River And Drowned The Whole World!

Monday, January 30, 2012


Kneeling helped me! *smiles with joy*

Personal time with Him just brought the real me back and He reminded me once again that He is a strong pillar of strength that will never fail when we lean on Him.

Today's presentation went well though I was a little unprepared and I really Thank God for the calmness that I had upon me throughout the presentation. Praise God!

Side track a lil bit.
Come to think of it, I have 4 blogs not including this. 2 for assignments.

 Pictures? *stopped awhile*

And! I can't believed I submitted this to my lecturer last year!

Personal Experiences
It is indeed a whole lot of good experience that I’ve never experienced before. Some are good and some are the not so good ones. I have never stayed up so late before and being stressed out at the same time. Usually people stay up late for fun but mine was the total opposite! My hair dropped so much and pimples popped up immediately because of the lack of sleep and stress. 
I slept nearly two hours per day and missed TWO of Mr Rupesh’s morning class because I was SO tired and I didn’t hear my alarm. By the time I woke up it’s already 10am, class is already over. And this is my First & Second time skipping class! Break my own record. 
But those bad experiences bring good ones as well. If I’ve not taken this subject I wouldn’t experience the life of an editor. Imagine those 2 hours movie! Wow! Salute them very much! I’ve learnt so much! I learnt to use and discover Premiere Pro CS5 myself with two of my advisors whom I seek when I needed help. Trial and error really helps me a lot in this process. I couldn’t imagine that I actually made it! And survived! So next time I’m prepared for this because of the experiences I had.


I should be doing my assignment now,
just found out that I have a due tomorrow,
guess Chinese New Year blinded everything else
and yet, here I am! Blogging? Who would read anyway..

I read and look through all the things I wrote in here or journal,
I realized something has changed.
I am not the Suejane I once used to be.
*well people do change*

I used to love talking to people, helpful, lame, spontaneous, crazy and random?
Now, I'm so much more reserved in a way.
*I miss laughing until my stomach ache!*
When I'm out with a group of people or just 3 of us,
I realized, I shut myself from people. Why? I don't know.

Mood swing? Nah..
Maybe there's too much in my mind that was left unsettled?
Too much things to think about?

Shall stop dwelling in this situation.
Suppressing oneself.

or maybe its the age factor! Maturity level! *really?*

Sunday, January 29, 2012

23rd Psalm for Students

The Lord Is My Shepherd,
I Shall Not Flunk;
He Keepeth Me From Lying Down
When I Should Be Studying.

He Leadeth Me Beside The Water Cooler
For A Study Break;
He Restoreth My Faith In Study Guides.
He Leads Me To Better Study Habits
For My Grades Sake.

Yea, Though I Walk Through The Valley
Of Borderline Grades, I Will
Not Have A Nervous Breakdown;
For Thou Art With Me.

My Prayers And My Friends,
They Comfort Me.
Thou Givest Me Answers
In Moments Of Blankness;

Thou Anointest My Head With Understanding.
My Test Paper Runneth Over
With Questions I Recognize.

Surely Passing Grades And
Flying Colors Shall Follow Me
All The Days Of My Examinations,
And I Shall Not Have To Dwell
In This School Forever,


from the internet author not known.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Ah Wing

So STRESS! Can't wait for Chinese New Year!!
But I know I can make it with His strength!

Watch this!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Timeline of Anwar's Case

Guilty? Not guilty.

The High Court delivered its not guilty verdict in the second sodomy trial of opposition leader Anwar Ibrahim on Monday,
January 9. A conviction would have effectively barred him from the general election expected this year.

The following is a chronology of the major events in the trial:

June 29, 2008: Saiful Bukhary Azlan, a 23-year-old male aide to Anwar, lodges a police report saying that his employer sodomised him. Anwar responds with a denial and later a lawsuit of his own.

July 16, 2008: Police arrest Anwar, detain him overnight, and release him on bail of 10,000 ringgit (3,150 dollars) the next day.

August 7, 2008: Anwar pleads not guilty to the charge of 'carnal intercourse against the order of nature' with his former aide.

August 26, 2008: Anwar is re-elected to Parliament and takes formal leadership of the opposition coalition.

February 3, 2010: After several lengthy delays, the case opens in the High Court. Anwar maintains the charges are a political manoeuvre against his increasingly popular opposition alliance.

August 2, 2010: The defence moves to have the charges dropped amid rumours of a sexual relationship between Saiful and a female deputy prosecutor. The woman is removed from the prosecution team.

December 12, 2010: Leaked diplomatic cables quote Australian and Singapore intelligence agencies as saying Anwar was probably set up.

March 23, 2011: The court overturns an earlier decision to allow the use of DNA samples obtained from Anwar's personal effects without consent while he was in prison, and which the prosecution said matched semen found on the alleged victim.

March 24, 2011: The prosecution presents its closing arguments.

April, 2011: A video is released featuring a man resembling Anwar having sex with a woman who appears to be a prostitute. Anwar is questioned by police but dismisses the tape as another smear.

May 16, 2011: The court rules that Saiful is a credible prosecution witness, and not discredited by the alleged affair with a member of his legal team. Anwar is ordered to enter his defence.

June 6, 2011: The court dismisses for the third time Anwar's request to have the judge disqualified for biased handling of the case.

August 22, 2011: Anwar gives his testimony in court, and reiterates his not-guilty plea, calling the allegation a 'blatant and vicious lie.'

October 6, 2011: The High Court rules that Prime Minister Najib Razak cannot be called as a witness. The defence had asked for Najib to take the stand, accusing him of being behind the charges. Defence lawyers had interviewed Najib and his wife in August.

January 9, 2012: Not guilty verdict by the High Court.

Friday, January 13, 2012

In Disguise

Semester has started! *breath in*
AGAPE was good that I cried in the emotional scene *sniff*

First CF meeting turned out Good!
There are many new faces,
majority from A-Levels *where are the communication students?*

I went to class late because I overslept,
Thanks to my brother who was so desperate for my iPad,
he came around 2 something in the morning just to get it from me *i was already asleep*
then I had a hard time sleeping after that.

Anyway, something to Thank God for:
my previous lecturer that I bumped into in my department suddenly compliment me in front of the clerk saying..

Lecturer: She is the smartest girl in my class.
Me: *Paiseh* No lar, he is lying.
Lecturer: Oh, you're saying that you're lying? *went off*

The class that I took was very much challenging and HARD for me! I realized that I wasn't good in doing advertisements, but I Thank God for the A-*smiles*guess I improved?*
Working hard does pays off.

Another one,
bumped into my film lecturer- doesn't believe in God
asked if he can have the movie Soul Surfer again because he accidentally deleted it.
My answer- YES! Sure! *gave him the day after, he was so happy*

 Lord, Thank You for all the little things that happened throughout this week:
Sherlock Holmes with the committee, Wan Ling driving me to MMU, and etc!

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

New Semester!

Want to know how I greeted my first day of class?
- waking up 15minutes before my class starts, 8am
- luckily when I reached, he haven't started yet (plus points staying near Campus)

I was so tired after CPR (committee planning retreat),
not the CPR that you were thinking of *grins*
Love the Berbonding time we had - Skytrex! *yes, we registered the extreme one*

Just wanted to share something that I thought was applicable to you and me.

Extracted from ODJ;
In today’s scripture passage, we read that God has promised to reward those who make such a high commitment to Him with life, blessings, peace, and prosperity. When we allow God to transform us and to make us prosperous, it’s not the same as the prosperity of the world which causes great sorrow. The blessing of God makes us rich and adds no sorrow to our lives.

The writer of Hebrews exhorts us not to forsake the assembling of ourselves together. This is a commandment of Christ, and we would do well to obey it. As we assemble ourselves together on a continual basis, the Lord will see that we are actively engaging in our own conversion process. Being in Christ means you have eternal life; however, serving Christ means that you have taken the next step in the process of allowing Him to live through you. As we continue engaging in His will while being planted like a tree by the water brook, God will cause us to begin to flourish, even in times or seasons of drought.

God bless.

Sunday, January 1, 2012


Happy New Year!
2011 had been a Great year & 2012 will be even Greater and better! 

Here's another video on Nattou!
A must try in Japan!