As I woke up this morning, I was dreading to go for class but in my conscience I do know that I have to attend my class class. So I dragged myself up, get ready, took my own sweet time and off I go. While I was walking to Uni, I started recalling what happened yesterday and suddenly I started comparing and complaining about myself to God, I was having a conversation asking Him why this and that. But soon, I chose to surrender everything and uphold every single problems unto Him.
When I reached the car park, I was hoping that I could catch the shuttle bus before it leave. In my mind, I was saying to myself, "walk faster, walk faster," and another part of me saying," the bus is leaving, no point rushing, it will be an embarrassing moment for you if people in the bus saw you," so in this situation, I didn't know how to react and undecided. So what happened? I kept my phase in walking as fast as I could and as the bus was leaving, I thought to myself, "aiya, have to wait for the next bus unless he sees me." As I was approaching but still far, he stops and waved at me! I was so shocked and quickly walked faster to get into the bus. Thank God!
As I reached the other side of HELP, I saw my lecturer, greeted him and continues to walk towards the venue, but he stopped me and told me that the venue has changed. just imagine if I had not bumped into him. I would have went to the classroom waiting for no one! Thank God! He then offers to buy me breakfast as well!
After class, I went to study then CF. A friend gave me an early Christmas present! Ice cream! And it is not any ordinary ice cream but Haagen Dazs! Then I realized, after complaining the whole morning, the situation turned the other way round! I loved today so much! And in my history, I think today was the most give away and receive hugs I have ever gotten in my entire life! Suddenly felt to loved! Life's good!
Thank You Lord for today!